Dark-Purity

You Came To Me That Night Cold And Full Of Death Making Me See I Couldn't Save You I Screamed Through My Tears You Told Me It Wasn't My Fault You Told Me That You Forgave Me That I Needed To Move On Then You Gave Me A Box And Vanished Holding The Box Tight I Opened It It Was A Silver Key "How Could You Give It Back?" I Yelled And You Never Answered After Wanting To Die I Understood What You Meant To Give It To Someone Else I Walked Over To Your Body Picked You Up Gently Took You To The Grave I Had Dug Putting You Down I Took One Last Look At You Even In Death You Were Perfect Closing My Eyes I Turned Away I Walked Away

Upon this night of death I give You a vow on the stars and moon That as long as you continue to Say you love me I will always be Waiting here If you are ever to die I will still Wait and then one day I will not Be able to stand life without you that I will follow you in death I wish though that your words Were true, I don't know if they are I would like to think they were like I'm special But I don't want to get my hopes high to only get hurt again Please don't leave me, I won't say anything I for once don't want to be alone, I'm sorry Sorry for loving you, why do you have to make me love you? Without even trying? Slamming

Wandering through the night No light in sight Crying in the darkness My life is full of spite It's cold inside Always so very cold I want to feel the warmth The warmth of someone's love I know it sounds strange Me…wanting love I want to learn to feel Teach me to feel…again You take my spirits high Then send them crashing to hell But now I've grown to your words I am not going to have hopes If something happens Then it happens I will only wait It hurts though I can take the pain For as long as I can However if I grow used to the pain My feelings for you will go away I don't want them to go away But if they don't they w

She came then she died I died that day Though she was never dead She was always with me A person who dies doesn't actually die until they are forgotten I began to forget And she began to die Now she's dead Really I just realized it I killed her I betrayed her It's his fault He made me I'm sorry Forgive me Please… I love you I didn't mean to forget Come back to me I'll hate him for you if you want I promise Always and Forever

Death to me was always the beginning It was just a new journey Now I know it is the end It rips your insides into shreds Life has become lonely without you I make excuses to keep living I search for a purpose to stay here So far I have yet to find one I'm trying to stay alive Yet I'm dying inside Do any of my friends notice? Does anyone care? I could never see life without you And yet here I am still here and you aren't I betrayed you for living For forgetting you Maybe if I died it wouldn't be so cold I'm so hollow without you An empty shell of ice wandering around I'll continue to wander through life I'm cold, I'm hollo

I'm sorry is something we don't think about It is just something we say It doesn't mean anything sometimes Other times it means everything We throw it around like it's a toy Not fully understanding its importance To forgive is to forget To forget is to ignore You forget the reasons for to give forgiveness But you never forget the conflict Years of hatred for forgotten things Cannot be forgotten themselves Can you forgive me? Truly forgive me for killing you? I didn't mean it… Is he your way of forgiving me? Allowing me to care for another? Is this a sign to move on? What if he doesn't feel the same? Although he says he does

Slowly like a spider you drew me in Trapping me like a fly You tempted me with forbidden darkness I let you in without a thought With silken delights And twisted pleasures I submitted to your words Causing me to fall in love So pure like an angel Light and Dark mixed I was yours and you were mine I still have the necklace you gave me At your funeral I saw on your neck The necklace I gave you I wanted to take it, thinking it might bring you back I knew though that it wouldn't So I walked away only one though racing through my mind Revenge…..

You drew me in With your sick poison I began to die Slowly drifting away I thought I would be lost forever In my own depression I think you brought me back I don't like knowing that you have this much power Good thing you don't know I will never let you find out Weakness that's all it is Strength is in power Power is in others fear Strip away the emotions Only care for yourself If you open up to another Know that you are…. Opening yourself to pain To open yourself and not expect to be hurt is insanity You will Always be hurt when opening up….

Why did she have to go and say that? She knows how I feel… It really isn't even that But for the fact that she was a bitch to him She doesn't DESERVE HIM!!! Maybe I am just jealous Still she had him twice and fucked that up She expects him to come every time he calls I don't know but maybe he will I can't understand why he would He knows she doesn't deserve him I won't be close to either of them I don't if even I could handle it It would only prove that love hates me Why does everything go so wrong? Dammit things were going so well I was finally ready to actually move on NO SHE RUINED IT THE LITTLE BITCH!!! Wait……… What is

Don't you see how much you've tortured me? The pain you've caused? The hurt you see? Your world isn't perfect And I have lost your respect I'm lost without you And the dreams we made subdue The fear of you leaving is gone And the pain I have undergone Life without you isn't so bad And now I'm not as sad I hold my head up high As I wave goodbye And leave the darkness I longed 2 be with you in And my life can now begin.

These tears, running so course* and fine, No one would guess they were mine, Everyone looks on the outside, never seeing the pain, Pain that is truly divine, Pain that will never be mine. The day soon came when he showed up, It was perfect, except one little thing, No one really approved, they scorned me, But I didn't care, I was happy, I thought he was the one, But it was not to be. Soon after came another boy, Even though I knew he wouldn't be the one, I decided to give it a shot, It turned out he was only in it for sex, It too was not meant to be. Then someone set us up, That fatal day, with him He was angry, he was slow,